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`` timed out-- 5/31/2004 04:57:00 PM
Just came back after chinese O and straight ahead i noe i goota come in here..
all i can say is..
P-H-E-W.
and..:
Double P-H-E-W..
i was like doing the paper and was like thinking.. omg.. later still got a chinses paper.. the i go: huh? is'nt this THE paper?!
then i go walloping myself..
and then again on the bright side, the si han question?! OMG.. i juz read a similiar question on this book just this morning 'fore i entered the hall.. so i was really laughing out loud.. also, the compo?! OMG again.. i read the almost exact same question on another book just last night and i was still asking my sis wat will she write 4 that question if it was her..
WIERD.. God really muz be up there smiling at me and winking now..
*winks back with a puzzled face*
HOO! finally can rest!!! R-E-S-T.. yesterday saw this Judith Mcknaught bk on the table, and so i went by and i was like: noreadingnoreading.. and TADA! i ca do that today!!
gonna cramp at 'Nice' house later.. stay overnight.. first time!! whoopdedoo! with Nat, Athailia n Lydia.. And duh, of course eunice..
can't wait!! nat them says no pizza after 7.. blackmail i tell u.. should i bring Friday there? hmm... luve ya Friday!!
Oh.. and Omg.. 19th of June? I'm gonna see A.B.
y-e-s..
AND HE HAVE NO IDEA..
`` timed out-- 5/31/2004 03:51:00 PM
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`` timed out-- 5/26/2004 10:17:00 PM
Sometimes, you just deny facts so that you can allow yourself to wallow in self-pity.
I thought i had been through that childish phase two years ago.
Very funny.
Got back results today.
Very funny results.. Very funny
that's all i can say.
Lowest among all the people i know.
What's my problem?
I ought to die.
only happy abt my art results..
Feeling damn bimbotic. heck me.
watched Troy again with Nat and 'Nice today.
damn stupid rashes came again.. wonder what is it i'm allergic too since i tried a new cinema. Never had that before. Think rashes are stupid. Ha. now i now y i have them.
watching halfway, suckling my straw and the whole bloody cap went "pop" like a lighted splint in hydrogen gas. and there i go. Whoop. my whole left side absorbing half of my lemon tea 4 the rest of the movie.. Rashes not helping either. who cares..
Damn. not switching at all.. But it isn't fair u noe.. today is reslut taking day! surely itx more difficult for settlement?
ok.. will do better tommorrow. Watch me. Hear me. I'm silent.
will remember .
`` timed out-- 5/24/2004 09:26:00 PM
To: Shiuan
I am living because you are living, Shiuan.
I am alive to see you live.
Won't you just let me go?
Why am i doing everything for you?
now i do not even know if I am surfacing.
You promised!
Why should you stay , Shiuan?
I've seen you out there.
You're more than a menace.
Getting so old..
We should just talk alone .
Be like ONE.
Let me teach you.
Let me teach you , Shiuan.
Let me feed you.
I will mould you to become bare..
For you have decided for yourself, you are not.
May I?
Reply:
I wish i could talk to you.
But you are too eager , Haruko Ichikawa -san.
Should i let go?
Is that stronger or weaker?
But its garuanteed
for if itx weakness, let you mask me.
If it's not, let you cloth me
swaddle me.
If only it's one way, like we are one.
Things should be easier.
Again i doubt if you were always alive.
Again i coubt my sanity with yours.
Again i think all had been another phase.
Again i think i'm starting to change
Into you-
I think i can promise you, Haruko Ichikawa -san,
i think i just can.
Let you feed me from broth to foam.
Let you be me.
I have been Shiuan long enough..
Now it's time for you to take over.
And you will.
U hear me.
I know you can.
Be me.
i will oblige in this exchange.
Let's trade places.
You be the outer valence shell now..
And i shall salt to a nuecleus.
Together we are an atom, together, we are Scandium.
We are one.
Let me kiss your hands and invite you with rich wine.
Let us celebrate.
Let's combine? Or are you gonna be solo?
I , am being rather normal now,
So, i think we should just collaborate.
However-
Yet i am already sick of you.
Should i be an ion?
Does this mean you are just another font?
I will not let you cinfuse me, for i never am.
I am Shiuan.
`` timed out-- 5/22/2004 06:14:00 PM
just came back from XTS' autograph session
OMG
he's just so damn bloody cute can?
S-H-U-A-I
i think i'm in love again..
TOROTOROTOROTOROTOROTOROTOROTOROTOROTORO
oompa
getting ignored more and more already..
You pushed me to the limit,
I'll never allow.
Told myself to be strong.
Told myself to be strong.
Told myself to be strong.
Feeling so yesterday..
I finally turned.
Mutted shouting, i'm ignored
Myself, being so much,
i couldn't recognise
what was i to begin with?
to cover up some shy
nothing glorious about cry.
The thin music cracks to dust,
the turmoil starts to rust.
The queit one seeks to return.
And so-
I turned myself
This time-
i Will succeed. Hear me all
This time i will switch.
Watch me turn from fall.
Will be a wall.
Will be tall.
Will not crawl.
I turned myself.
Quietly,
i creaked
aching and ageing ashes,
i evolve to harden
he never even got to see the unturned me
I summoned my Jekyll.
I turned myself.
Never again. Never
Never. None.
Should i be or should not there,
I am everything NOT
For-
I have turned myself.
Was lost.
But controlled at leat in victory.
Will break a nose,
but tears will not show.
Will never let myself fall
before the tears turned to anger.
Will not happen.
I have turned myself.
Watch.
Watch me switch.
`` timed out-- 5/22/2004 04:55:00 PM
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG
ICAN'TBELIEVEIT!!!
I AM ALIVE!!!
omg..
FINALLY the mid yrs exams are over.. funny y i nv had a mid yr that bad.. but still.. omg.. i kiss the floor
watched Troy. OMG.. I SO WANNA WATCH IT AGAIN!!!
damn nice
but feel like damning some people.. irritating.. I am NEVER, EVER gonna watch a movie which is not comedy with Puay Shian and again.. freaking irritating.. keep bloody talking.. people getting into the feel already.. some commander shouts and runs, and they laugh.. blood shed.. they whine.. !@#$%^&* can?
jian wei also.. totally Destroyed the movie for me can?
i am so gonna re-watch it..
Never knew what they saw in Brad Pitt till i watched.. lol.. ohoh.. NAT, in case ur reading this, i read ur blog and i hold a sign.. lemme read it out for u, here goes: I AM A TAKER!
wth..
wanna go watch with 'nice, so Nat..!! call athalia too.. but not Lydia.. she was one of those hu talked to Puay Shian during the movie... gr..not to be mean or anything, cos, Puay Shian , i noe u might just read this, but just wanna say, i am never going to the movies with u people again.u destroyed yet another movie. and i have to spend half the time shutting u guys up, i missed a whole chunk.. should have knownafter we watched The Eye2.
still feeling like a wasted piece of rugged shit.. and i dun even know y. after exams le.. but the exhileration is not there.. besides.. i feel somewat stressed.. for wat, i dunnoe..argh!!! at least gimme some news on Appleboy and let me sustain a little bit longer can anot? .Not.
I LIIIIIIIIIIIIIVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
still missing you
`` timed out-- 5/20/2004 09:59:00 PM
Chem was easier than expected.. which made me wonder what the heck is Yixiang doing, bombarding us with unsolvable questions?! (hahax... almost typed "insoluble")
haix.. lit test 2molo.. pressure, wun you just take over?
Toro coming next sat! hahax.. just wanna go see him la.. but just 4 the fun of seeing him face to face..
gonna play badminton like nobody's bussiness after next thursday, i'm telling you.. after the mid yrs, i feel as if i can go try the survivor outcast .. lol..
been deprived of soooo much fun.. gonna get them all back grrr!!! before i gotta face reality again, that is.. :( which leaves me only about two days cos chinese o's are juz round the corner.. wth..
maybe i should go for fear factor? *scratches chin*.. can't decide which is worse.. bulls testicles for lunch or lit book over gourmet..
going Dingdong bellz already.. *presses bells and it lights up as i swing my brolly..* ( question: are bells supposed to light up?)
just finished " Machine Stops"
So.. just " Secret Sharer", "Odour","Daughters"," Destrustors" and " Lumber Room" to go.. Oh Joy. :D
:(
`` timed out-- 5/17/2004 09:20:00 PM
WHOOHOO BLOGGY BABY..!! LOVEYOULOVEYOULOVEYOU!!
hah!.. finally gotta talk to myself again.. hmm.. chem test 2molo.. juz checked my ff and it cheered my up a little.. haz.. so glad theres this reader hu thinks itz cool.. wth aniwae.. i copied that idea from a comic book!! wahahax.. but thank her really.. brightened up my day.. u go uchuujin!!
nochance of her getting here but.. o wells.. wth..
gosh.. can't believe i'm actually looking forward to tommorrow.. so that i can see Mitchell.. (?!)Damn... he's getting important..Can't allow that..
Just wish Appleboy can come into my life and visit it more often.. meanwhile, shall just be a bloody old hag and swear about.. *waves handbag and brolly in air* damn!! so close to exam over!!!! actually, i can only feel stress for Lit ha.. cos i know i had better work hard for that if not i'm not gonna forgive certain old lady..
Yes you.. the one with the brolly..
hai.. just wish i could hang in here and talk to myself, never ending.. but wth.. duty calls and i am still very close to after mid years.. meanwhile shall just pretend to be what i wanna be, a thirsty quiet thinking teen in deep thoughts and patheticness.. if there is such a word!! oo.. how fun that will be..
so gonna play badminton like nobody's bussiness after next thursday!!!!!! can't wait..
And so gonna sing karaoke!!!!!! maybe i can borrow nat's card..lol.. or we can go together.. all i can say is they better have fibreglass for thier windows!
haiz.. can i not go off..? but that stupid conscience is waving and beckoning to me.. hai.. guess i gotta stop this short self-talk..
Till then, chiao!
Miss Him.. ALOT
`` timed out-- 5/16/2004 09:57:00 PM
Feeling like a whole suffocated pile o' shit..
hey aren't u a shitty one?
wonder y i feel so strangerous to a feeling i should have familiarise with 4 yrs ago..
now i feel.. strangerous to myself in a kinda detatched way.. dun even noe hu's typing this things.. kinda spooky if u think abt it as in someone in u controlling urself.. wth.. i feel like i'm some physco or schizo..
Bloody lagging..
A.B!!!!!! come 'fore he takes over!! i fear..
`` timed out-- 5/14/2004 09:16:00 PM
finding
From the candles and dumb shadows,
And the house where love has died,
I stole to the vast moonlight
And the whispering life outside.
But i found no lips of comfort,
No home in the moon's light
(I, little and lone and frightened
In the unfriendly night),
And no meaning in the voices....
Far over the lands, and through
The dark, beyond the ocean,
I willed to think of you!
For i knew, had you been with me
I'd have known the words of night,
Found pave of heart, gone gladly,
In the comfort of that light.
Oh! The wind soft and beguiling
Would have stolen my thought away
And the night, subtly smiling,
Came by the silver way;
And the moon came down and danced to me
And her robe was white and flying;
And trees bent their heads to me
Mysteriously crying;
And dead voice wept around me;
And dead soft fingers thrilled;
And the little gods whispered....
Desperately i willed:
Till all grew soft and far
And silent....
And suddenly
I found a you white and radiant,
Sleeping quietly,
Far out throught the tides of darkness,
And i there in that great light
Was alone no more, nor fearful;
For there in the homely night,
Was no thought else that mattered,
And nothing else was true,
But the white fire of moonlight,
And a white dream of you.
Rupert Brook
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Leaving You
He was there, all alone
Movie plaed in a silent tone.
Cackled and Cracked,
Slushing and Silent.
As I reached within,
heart craving and aching,
he stood unswayed with doubt
swift and breeze.
We interlocked in a distance,
He blurred.. I slurred.
Then it was time , I got to go.
And there, I left my soul.
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came back from lit today..
saaaw means that day .. me again.. i wish Jul can borrow my eyes or something..
wth.. finished lit..
the 1st poem above is the one i did for lit..
B-E-A-UTIFUL i'll tell u.. hu the heck gave birth to this Rupert guy man..?
hai.. wth...
saw Mitchell at Mac today.. bloody heck.. totally dismantled my mood.. Nv looked once..
is he replacing A.B for too long till he replaces it for good?
How can i allow that?
now i'm guilty.. muz get him lost
`` timed out-- 5/14/2004 04:16:00 PM
