juz rebonded my hair on saturday!! hahax.. was pretty cool.. my aunt's sis help me rebond one.. both my sis say i look better than before.. hai.. headstart test coming.. only noe how to worry, dun noe how to study..useless bum.. lazy bum.. hai..but i'm all geared up for next yr.. hai.. and then J start studying liao.. i'll bet she's finishing liao lo.. thinking of that ah.. make me wanna sit down early in the morning and juz study... hai.. but all talk only lah.. hai.. by the time i wake up... sun also setting liao.. came back from the comic store near my hus .. read inu..
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FAVORITE:
5 letter word :dream
actor/actress : no favs
Candy :ALL
Cartoon :A lot
Cereal :Trix
Chewing gum :bubble yum
Color(s) : all kinds of blue and purple
Color nail polish :no nails to begin with. but transparent purplish pink
Day of week : friday
Least fave day :tuesday.
Flower : wats this thing abt roses anyway?
Jello flavor :grape or apple or strawberry
Jewelry :necklaces
Special skills/talents : um...
Summer/Winter : winter
Trampolines or swimming pools : swimming pool
PERSON WHO LAST
Slept in your bed :me. but otherwise, 'Gie
Saw you cry :dun cry in front of ppl
Made you cry : no one can make me cry other than myself.. isn't it?
You went to the movies with : 2-4 pple
Yelled at you : dun remember
Sent you an email :y. sis
Have you ever
Said "I love you" and meant it? : never said
Gone out in public in your pajamas :yes
Kept a secret from everyone : yes
Cried during a movie : once
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff : no
Planned your week based on the TV Guide : ya
Been on stage : yup
Been to New York : no
Been to California : no
Hawaii : no
China : no
Canada: no
Europe: i'm pathetic
Asia : in
South America : no
Wished you were the opposite sex :many times
What time is it now? :12:53 a.m. according to my com's clock
Apples or bananas? :apples
Blue or red? : blue
Walmart or target? : depends
Spring or Fall? : wats the diff?
What are you gonna do after you finish this? :tuition hmwk
What was the last meal you ate? : wedding dinner. my aunt's
High school or college? : high school
Are you bored? : no
Last noise you heard? : dog barking. actually, it's still barking now..
Last smell you sniffed? : my hair, to see if i need to wash it or not
Last time you went out of state/province? : last yr? or was it...?
FRIENDSHIP/LOVE
Do you believe in love at first sight? : yes.
Do you want children one day & if so, how many? : 2.
Most important thing to you in a friendship is : understanding and sensitivity
Other Info
Criminal record? : clean
Do you speak any other languages? :chinese. hopefully japanese one day!
Last book you read : "finding cassie crazy"
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom? : bed
Thing you dislike about yourself the most : there's a lot ,u noe..
Worst feeling in the world : not loved, taken seriously. not respected. when called to "relax"
Who you love : family. both sis. Toro.Appleboy. Chel n Gie.
Who you miss : Appleboy. very much.
Finish the sentence:
I Love ...him
I Miss ....him
I Wish .. upon a wish
I Hope .. i'll find true love n the whole world will smile
I'm Annoyed ... um...
I Am not ... a bird, i am a fish.
I Want ... him
I Would Never ... this is hard...erm.. i'll never... become a bird! yes...
I'd Rather be... with him...
I Am Tired of ... my life
I Will Always be ... shiuan
Have you ever Thought you were going to die: u mean i'm not dead?
Wanted to Run away: used to
Flunked a grade: so many times
Skipped a grade:as in...?
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oh.. and i 4get to add a good strategy that makes total sense. learned it from the bk.
if you r feeling something.., firstly, u muz start to think: wat r u actually feeling?then, ask urself:why?after that, u ask urself:are u sure? and then :are u sure, next: are you sure, followed by: are you sure...? k, anyway, u get the idea.
however, i would like to say tat as much as this makes sense, this doesn't help, as i'd be stuck at the first step. see.. i really dun noe wat is it i'm feeling most of the time. i may think i i have no reason to not feel happy. but i juz dun feel like smiling. therefore, am i right to say that i am unhappy because A)i am not smiling. B) i do not feel like smiling, and C)bacause i am not happy. is that y i'm sad..? i dun really noe how sad is sad. just as i dun really noe how real is real, how blue is blue, how... u get the idea.. but.. here goes...
What r u feeling now?
i dun noe.. sadness? useless...? yah.. useless..
k then, why r u feeling this way?
bacause i did not do anything for the whole hols.. even when there is a headstart test comin' rigth up and J was totally exclaimin':"HUH? WAT? u haven started studying? aiyoh.. shiuan ah..." i coul see her head shaking in disapproval. i feel worse cos i could have used my preparation for art project as an excuse, but unfortunately, i haven' really did that as well.. yes. i am THAT pathtic.
are you sure?
well.. and maybe because i haven' seen Appleboy for like wat? 10 months???!!!
,b> Are you sure?
ok.. well.. there was this time.. where i feel i deserve at least ..wait a mo. .... this is getting a little too personal...
Are you sure?
yes
Are you sure?
wat do u mean r u sure?!
Are you sure?
ok.. this is not funny haha! stop it.
Are you sure?
shut up
Are you sure?
Are you Sure?
Are you..... ok.. ok..
good bye!Are you sure?
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feeling like crap. pile of crap..
insomia was so bad i slept at 7 something in the morning.i practically watch the whole sky brighten... but that was yesterday.. woke up pretty early, surprising really...
dun feel like opening my mouth.
read this really nice book..."finding cassie crazy" the first book was equally nice,"feeling sorry for celia". both by jaclyn moriarty". i noe. weird name n titles...
hai.. did absolutely nothing ! yay. wahah.. feel as lousy as a peice of shit. being really vulgar here. muz be influence from that book.. i really recommend this book to pple like nat. n(nat! in case ur reading this, i'd like to tell you that eunice also thinks this bk suits u to a T!) anyway, after i forced her (nice, tat is) to read the 1st bk, she told me she felt like she's reading nat's diary or somethin'..
anyway, fast forward..
only 3 pple reads my fanfic, which makes it stupid, cos one of the reader is 'chel.. wahah.. shut up. i noe you are rolling your eyes and mocking at me.. well. here my bit of laughing for u: muhwahwa!! thank you!(appluads n bow)
phew... felt so much better.. muz b all the swear words and the bath.
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You want him when hes all sweaty and needs lovin,
and..and..oohhh, hes just hot after a days work
of kicken ass!
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You want him the most as a human eating and
relaxing
How do you want your inuyasha?
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You should wield Tetsusaiga! The Tetsusaiga is
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hanyou.
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but hes really a nice guy once you get to know
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what to do ^.~ osuwari boy!
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hai.. crazy abt anime liao.. inuyasha,inuyashainuyasha.......hai.. love that comic.. started a stupid fan fic.. no one went to read.. pathetic.. quite upset abt that though.. hai.. x'mas soon.. got a card 4rm jessica(partner) already.. crazy girl.. so early.. hai.. doing nothing nowadayz.. wake up so late... stupid.. can't even do anything.. feel so useless... hai.. quite unhappy nowadayz... keep thinking about inuyasha and Appleboy.. hai.. gonna next yr liao...o'level.. art project haven't even do yet... 'nice started liao.. feels so lousy.. but next 2 weeks, i gonna start my art n study for headstar.. hai.. damn unhappy.. dunnoe y... suddenly feel very tired.. wondering y.. cos i everyday also insomia.. forced to go to bed at 1 something.. lie there listen to radio until 4,5 something.. then finally fall asleep.. hai.. then morning wake up at 1,2 somthing.. sometimes even 3.. hope i dun break my record of 4 o'clock! hai.. unhappyunhappyunhappy... juz wish someone can tell me why..
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ok.. got a mail in my letter box yesterday... and guess wat? my mom told me itx 4rm wan quan..
and i was like?!
k.. so i bloody rushed down, didn't really washed my face n got the letter. first thing i saw was this HUGE photo of toro..
and i was like all.....?!
and then there's this note.. saying toro got a letter from 2 of my frenx to call him to wish me happy birthday..
called rachel n zab rite away.. hahax.. turned out it was really the 2 of them playing a prank on me..
hmm.. sabosek ah.. there are a lot of giveaways leh...
1)it doesn't look like toro's handwriting..
2)it is a Singapore's stamp!!
3)none of my frenz will go that far as to get toro to send me some blessings
4)if toro sent me those photos, he would have signed on it!!
5)the only pple i noe hu noes that much abt gao san li, wan quan yu le, n is ao updated abt toro is only rachel.t, zab(sabosek).. that's all... so.. guess how i found out?
but i'm really touched that they remembered my b.d n even go through the trouble of imitating toro.. thanx man... n rach. told me she chose those photos personally, n zab wrote the whole letter... damn smooth baby!!
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sis' birthday today..
though irritating at times, n damn detestable at times plus she's always copying me, taking my nicks, my style.. but hey, she's damn helpful and there at times...
so..
all i can say is.. i'm having swenson's ice-cream cake now!!! hmmmmmmmm.........~~~~~
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